Monday, March 22, 2010


What the fuck is happy?  And where do I get some?

Shouldn't I be happy?  Haven't I fulfilled the requirements?

  • Potty training - check
  • New Ipod - check
  • Health care reform - check
  • Preschool - check
  • Vacation plans - check
  • Nice weather - check
  • Fun with friends - check
  • New microwave - check
  • A great son - check
Fuck, you get the picture.  What's there to be sad about?  Why can't I stop crying?


  1. I wish I could find happy. I don't even have the list you do. I keep hoping and it keeps evading.

    Good luck to you.

  2. if u find it please let me know...i find small pockets of happy...but it never last;)

  3. you'll find happiness, or happiness will find you. seasons change, and some seasons suck. let me know if there's anything i can do help.

    ebony :)

  4. sometimes its just not that simple, there are many things that make my life wonderful and I should be busting at the seams with happiness but the truth is it doesnt always work out that way, life rarely works out the way you want it to. I know how you feel, and it maybe something you should speak to your doctor about. *hugs*

  5. I SOO get you right now.

    Mwah x x x

  6. I don't think there really is "HAPPY" as in whole chunks of time that you can quantify as amazing... but I think perhaps there are small moments you can cherish for yourself/with Ryder that can be very Happy moments.... Those moments when you guys are playing with his trains, when you realize he is learning something brand new for the very first time, creating things, going on adventures... etc etc etc Live in the small moments, that are priceless ;) I've been living my life waiting for this BIG amazing moment and I've missed all the small wonderful ones...

  7. If I find happy, I will mail it to you right away!

  8. This happens to me all the time. Everyone thinks I am happy because I smile a lot and I try to stay positive, but really, I am sad a lot.


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