Depression: Day 4
I'm so over this. There is way too much to do to be stuck in bed. I have too much work to do, yet it gets harder and harder every day to go.
I am overwhelmed.
I don't even know what to write, where to start.
The worst part is that there is no end in sight. No light at the end. I mean, maybe, but the light is dim and too many years away. By then I will have missed so much.
People make me sad. The state of the world makes me sad. People who blame themselves for things they could not have prevented, ironically, make me sad.
I have been happier lately. Maybe this is my depression reminding me who is in charge here.